I'm in ♥ w/ no one, No one's in ♥ w/ me.
Vodka, vodka. Oh, vodka.
On the outside, yesterday may seem like whatthehellzxz. But actually, on the contrary, yesterday was really the 'therapy' some of us needed. So, I hope some of those shoutings, screamings & slaps were worth it to make ya'll be realise life aint that sweet, love = crap & YA'LL HAVE THE NICEST BUNCH OF 14 lovely-s. Kay? ;););)
Us girls & Mad-guy#1 met up at JE & headed to cityhall. Met Mad-guy#2 & headed to Peninsula to get booze & faggs. We really should've just gotten the Vanilla Vodka instead of BOTH Vanilla & Absolut la. End up, I had to sell the Absolut away for $40 though we bought at $63 =[ Wahlaozxz. & lucky thang I didnt blog last night cause ya'll seriously wont even get a word I'm saying. Was highighigh! Okayokay, shush. Headed to Vivo where we slacked, drank & fagg-d. I only drank down 2 cups of Vanilla vodka, one mixed with Sprite (tasted like crap) & one mixed with Coke (tasted like Vanilla Coke!). & a quarter cup of pure Vanilla vodka. & mygodzxz, I became a lil' drunk already. Got high. & got more ditzy. As far as I could remember, Mus' cigg burnt my finger & I screamed & cried when the police came. Dont know why, I just didnt wanna get up & move. Just sat there screamed & cried. Friends told me I seriously screamed till I cried, 'I dont wanna get caught. I cant get caught. I've a pack with me. I cant I cant!'
& sorry Faith, Tina & Weining. For throwing things your way. Hawhaw. Paiseh. Actually, sorry everyone. Peishan, Shandy, Xiaoxuan, Huishan, Valerie, Sherlyn, Rachael, Haikal, Mus & everyone there. If I was rowdy or anything. Wasnt at the correct state of mind, I guess.
Anyways, reality's knocking on my door & tomorrow's Dooms Day. Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaap. I dont wanna go to school, I dont wanna get my horrible results. I dont. Shit la. Seriously. =[=[=[
Man, I really need a job. I really need $$$, I really needa go shopping. & I really needa get out of the house, PRONTO!
On the outside, yesterday may seem like whatthehellzxz. But actually, on the contrary, yesterday was really the 'therapy' some of us needed. So, I hope some of those shoutings, screamings & slaps were worth it to make ya'll be realise life aint that sweet, love = crap & YA'LL HAVE THE NICEST BUNCH OF 14 lovely-s. Kay? ;););)
Us girls & Mad-guy#1 met up at JE & headed to cityhall. Met Mad-guy#2 & headed to Peninsula to get booze & faggs. We really should've just gotten the Vanilla Vodka instead of BOTH Vanilla & Absolut la. End up, I had to sell the Absolut away for $40 though we bought at $63 =[ Wahlaozxz. & lucky thang I didnt blog last night cause ya'll seriously wont even get a word I'm saying. Was highighigh! Okayokay, shush. Headed to Vivo where we slacked, drank & fagg-d. I only drank down 2 cups of Vanilla vodka, one mixed with Sprite (tasted like crap) & one mixed with Coke (tasted like Vanilla Coke!). & a quarter cup of pure Vanilla vodka. & mygodzxz, I became a lil' drunk already. Got high. & got more ditzy. As far as I could remember, Mus' cigg burnt my finger & I screamed & cried when the police came. Dont know why, I just didnt wanna get up & move. Just sat there screamed & cried. Friends told me I seriously screamed till I cried, 'I dont wanna get caught. I cant get caught. I've a pack with me. I cant I cant!'
& sorry Faith, Tina & Weining. For throwing things your way. Hawhaw. Paiseh. Actually, sorry everyone. Peishan, Shandy, Xiaoxuan, Huishan, Valerie, Sherlyn, Rachael, Haikal, Mus & everyone there. If I was rowdy or anything. Wasnt at the correct state of mind, I guess.
Anyways, reality's knocking on my door & tomorrow's Dooms Day. Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaap. I dont wanna go to school, I dont wanna get my horrible results. I dont. Shit la. Seriously. =[=[=[
Man, I really need a job. I really need $$$, I really needa go shopping. & I really needa get out of the house, PRONTO!
Yesterday, really FAIL la. Suddenly thought of what I've gone through this whole year. & realise that it's really too much for me to handle. Cant believe I cried again. Tears that I've been holding back for 10over days. Just had to let it out. =[ Sighs. But what's gone is gone. It's over. & you know I deserve better. If we're meant to be, it wouldnt have to be so hard. One thing's for sure, YOU CANT FIGHT FATE. So I'll just be the Cheerful girl that I am, & anticipate the love I'll have in life.
posted by ♥ Vanessa at
10:32 AM
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