I'd rather be alone if I cant have you,

♥

The happiness I want, is just knowing that you really love me.
Bet you didnt know that hur.

I'm just really disheartened. Like, whyyyyy. Once again, I've given my all & I'm deafeated *surprise surprise*. Gahhhh. Forget it la. I'm tried. Very very very tired. & I guess I was right all along; I'm just another one. =[ I should stop dreaming that you'd treat me better one day. What for, it's only gonna demoralise me when I finally realise that it's never gonna happen. Not in this lifetime.

Vanessa, you've to be stronger than this. Much much stronger.

Anyways. Yesterday, didnt study again. Overslept & didnt do tuition homework. Who cares, seriously. Town with Daddy. Why do I like going out with my Dad? Cause I never come home empty-handed ;D It's always Christmas when I follow Daddy to Town. Santa Claus paid for my Bikini yesterday. Ohmygodzxz. I'm so in love with it. Got it at Billabong. Finallyyyyy, after 123456789 years.

;)))

I still gotta admit, I dont wanna let you go.

♥